Life sucks :(

LIFE SUCKS
From one week I am feeling more depressed  getting angry easily with every one cant cope this life. Last night when i gone to work every thing is OK, after some time one colleague came to me and said some thing that's a small thing and i reacted more to it and we started fighting that incident gone to manager. he came to me for a while and said some shit  I don't care any one any more. these people all are same there people they will support if the other person dying also they don't  mind. my mood down and  like that time passed time  and came back home. writing this
I moved to London for Job trails today I realize that I cant get a decent  job any more. wasted 5 years in my life by coming to UK. wasted time, life,energy and money . I lost many things in my life. days are becoming even more  worse need to go back to India soon try hard there at least I am the citizen of my own country hope i will get there. all problems. Its all my own fault no proper planning and dedication in career. My life is like a zigzag path there is no straight path in my life and career. I don't why this is happening to me. what the mistake i have done in my past life. that why I am facing all these. OH MY LORD SAIBABA PLEASE SAVE ME om sai sri sai jai jai sai ....